stalker

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Ehem2...dengan ini saya nak announce...SAYA KENA STALK DENGAN STALKER!!!

Haha, xdela, tipu je. Tak nak lah ada stalker, menakutkan. Saya kot stalker tegar orang. Haha...people beware!! [izinkan saya untuk berbahasa english kali ini]

Hurm, actually tak stalk, just jalan-jalan blog, reading people thoughts, things people share. I find some fascinating, some are just plain weird and some are very pretty. I guess since i've become more sensitive towards fashion, i find that people nowadays love to blog about clothes, especially girls.

And nowadays i've taken a special interest in music[haha, macam lah dari dulu tak suka music kan?] And my head are filled with "what if"'s..ah, the never ending "what if"'s. Syuh2, get out of my head. But recently i was just curious about my friend, Mr.Akram. He is a genius. I met him 7 years ago, in MRSM of course, and when i 1st met him, i just thought..."What an obnoxious guy!" and by the end of form 5, i just knew that he just had to be that way. [OMG, my english is deteriorating.]

And so i went to his facebook page. Funny isn't it? People checking about others through facebook instead of contacting them personally. Bad me. Not a true person. Well, so i went to his page. Biasalah. He is still the same  old him, just a little older, wiser. And he always have a little thought on everything.

And i read most of his comment and statuses. And those were the things i used to hear him talk about. [okay, i'm about to become a giddish girl here], and it's all intellectual, and it was refreshing. I'm so amazed at how he kept his integrity. I guess that's what he learned everyday in his house. [because he used to tell me stories, and can i say his father is visionary? haha].

And i'm kind of sad, that there's not much people around here with the same intellect, because he challenges me. He challenges me to think, think very deeply, and i like that. I like it when my brain is working.

You can notice that my brain has become slow, due to the lack of articles since this year. I love writing. And do i have a lot to write.[one of my dreams, to become an aspiring young writer. But it seems i have grown old, now i can onnly be a writer...] But it seems that my brain doesn't want to function when i finally sit in front of my computer. And one more thing, i really don't like to write about myself. Kesian korang.

My neurons are dying. And i need to inhibit that process.

Why? because it is killing me with unnecessary thoughts. I don't like that. I don't like losing grip with myself. It is unhealthy. So got to kill this habit of loving so much to watch series. Why? For me. For Allah. And i may need help with that. Killing a habit is never simple.

Does anyone out there has their own habit to kill?
do share. May Allah help us in improving ourselves..